Why

 Why did I let my doctor talk me into this again? I swear I thought I was going to be further along and more ready.... But then you get to the hospital and it feels like things are standing still. I would much rather wait this out at home. Ahhhhh! Plus it's like going to the mechanic when you hear a noise in your car and then get it there and it's gone. I was feeling more happening till I got to the hospital, now I  stuck here waiting.
Plus I had an intern try to put an IV in...... It was taking her 15 minutes as she kept trying to figure it out as I was ready to pass out. Finally she stopped and got a real nurse to put it in and it took her 1 minute. Honestly, I already have a hard enough time with needles without clueless interns.
I hate waiting around in a bed when I could just be going about my day. I promised this time I would wait till this baby was falling out of me.... But here I lie trying to let my body relax and be patient.
I was contracting Friday night and have felt her head between my legs, I convinced myself she was ready but now I am stuck here and waiting and I hate it! Please let it be faster and easier this time.